Sunday, June 29, 2008

Bikes


Yeas, Bikes.

Not just push bikes, but motor bikes.


Well I have recently come to think that they are awesome!!

And that is probably because I have recently been influenced into another way of thinking.

If you know me, then you would expect when anything to do with motor sports came on the tv or anything, that I would be out of there so fast, and I may even say 'Woosh'.


But my new (well not exactly new anymore) boyfriend and his family are really into bikes and motor sports. They own a few motorbikes and a little quad thats Sian's.

I can't wait till next month, you've probably seen the ad's on tv, and we're going to Supercross, with loads of bikes doing tricks and stuff, before I was like, I'll just go with them cause I know they'll apprecaite it if I do, but now I'm thinking it sounds awesome!


And there's going be fireworks and a huge big show and I can't wait!


They are so into it and Sian drives around on her little quad, doing little jumps and trying not to munt up the grass doing doughnuts as we scream at her not to.

I haven't actually seen Troy or Neil on their bikes but I've heard their really good, and they went down to Paeroa for that race together (the one where Ms Wilson's Husband/Boyfriend broke his leg), and that was apparently quite good.


So I can't wait, and if you don't like bikes give them another chance like I did and you may turn out to really like them.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Performance

Well sitting here in my room, listening to songs off you tube.
I'm listening to 'I Kissed A Girl', even though it sounds weird its actually quite good.

So, listening to this, and the fact Miss Jones reminded us today is that Solo Performances are coming up next week. I thought I was prepared and I was comfortable with what I was doing until.... I had to perform at the unplugged concert last week (if you want to know more about it Josh wrote some stuff about it).

Well I forgot my music not knowing I would need it, got told afterward that I was singing too quietly, seeing as I have a high voice and I'm not that loud someone could have just pointed me towards a microphone, and that I absolutely sucked, it sounded horrible, I was just hoping that the crowd wouldn't throw anything at me, it was just that bad,(and don't trust Josh he's just a suck up) and yeah, well I was pressured into it by my singing teacher saying stuff like, "You're voice is my favourite, I love it when you come so we can sing together", and "I know you're ready, your voice is beautiful and no body sings this song better than you".

So it turned out bad, to say the least, and now, I have to sing in front of my music class, which is BAD! Seeing as 24 out of I think 28 or 30 are guys, I think I know how its gonna turn out somehow. Like today we were practising and Sam was doing everything he could to make me muck up, whatever it was laughing, forgetting what I was saying, or just giving him the evils, he's lovely, not! And Jimmy isn't much better. And that was just saying my name and what I was going to perform, imagine when I actually have to sing. If you haven't met anyone in my music class then you won't understand my dread, also the fact that everyone in my class has already excelled at their chosen instrument really doesn't help.

So I'm singing Capri by Colbie Collait and Its a beautiful song and I haven't picked the other maybe classical or evanescence. So I'll get over It or i'll screw up. I know this. Well I pick te first choice.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

What my group thought our class would be...

Scott- Golf Coach/Golf Club Owner
Taylor-IT Engineer
Vinay-Architect
Cassie-Doctor
Gabrielle-Cyclist
Erica-Sports Trainer/Coach
Drew-Zoo Keeper/ Chef
Alisha-Pediatrition
Josh-Music Teacher/Performer (In Band)
Luke-Childrens Show/Tv Presenter
Seamus-Professional Soccer Player
Rory-Rugby Coach
Courtney M-Humanatarian
Bree-Fahion Designer/Coloumnist
Tash-Model
Emelia-Real Estate Agent
Steph-Writer of Childrens Books
Cerise-Dancer
Lauren-Music Reviewer
Grace-Beauty Parlor Owner
Courtney R-Owns Beauty Parlor
Isaac-Pro Skater- With own brand
Brennyn-Anthropologist
Frankie-Criminal/ Thief (with a beard)
Bobbie-Author/Illustrator
Chels-Psycologist
Zane-Member of 'The New Rabble'
Steen-Metal Worker
Hilary-Netball Player

Seriously... In 10 years time

Ok, so I have already realised how weird my last blog was and I am here to be serious so here I go. GRAB IT BY THEE TUSK!!!!No sorry. Serious now.


I have already made plans with two of my best friends that we are going to do in later life.

Firstly....
Nancy and I are planning on traveling over to England and if we get in,
Going to The Royal Arts Academy or something like that.
We are going to stay there and study, She will be doing Piano and Theory,
While I will probably be, either singing and trying to make a name for myself that doesn't include the word bad. While Nancy will already be world famous and they would be lucky to have her at their school. She's going to drag me along, probably because I'm her best friend or that she is senile and actually thinks I have talent. Either that or I will go to a near by University so we can still be close, cause I'm no tone to break a promise.

Secondly....
Weezie and I are going together to do a big OE, well travel all the places that sound good anyway.
She wants to be a journalist, so while we are there she will probably be writing, while I am quite good at photography (No I'm not being full of myself), so she wants me to be her photographer and we already are a great team, so working together will be great.
The main countries we want to go to are, for me hot and pretty countries like Greece and the Mediterranean, while Weezie likes the same places but we would probably go and visit her close family over in England and South Africa too.

If you know me, you know that I probably couldn't make a decision to save my life.
I am probably the most indecisive person that you will ever meet. So deciding a career path that I want to do for the rest of my life is really starting to do mt head in, I have already changed my mind so many times. From a Doctor to a Lawyer to an Interior Designer. A photographer, a Psychiatrist, there are so many different choices and they are so hard. It doesn't help that I have no talents, so people should stop asking cause its annoying!

And why so many people think I should be a Nurse I really don't know, Seamus thinks I have the right hair or something random. Also seriously a Kindergarten Teacher, the thing is I'd probably get along with them really well cause we have the same mental age, but still.

What do you guys reckon I should be?

(And Courtney, it is creepy that you can imagine me in a nurses outfit)

Where do I see myself in 10 years

Sitting in a comfortable leather armchair, I lean back and analyse what I have just been told.
Helping people with their problems and helping them to be solved is what I do best.
When I was young all of my friends would always come to me for advice or just to talk if something was bothering them. I guess you could say I'm a good friend, if you don't pay attention to my weird personality. But all of this is hidden as I relax in this large leather chair, Pad on my lap, pen in my hand, moving quickly across the page, scribbling down notes, trying to analyse what he has just said.

As you probably guessed I am a Psychologist or if you can't understand that, in simple terms I am a shrink. Sitting here, for the second time in my early career, I am still in university , studying for my degree. Now is a practical to use what I have learnt so far. This is the second time Mr Johnston has come to see me, with my sweet reassuring smile and approachable manor, he tells me all his inner secrets, so I can help him get through his many issues. I didn't pick this career path just for the money, though that's not a bad thing, getting the huge house, cool car. I look around the room, the colours, make me remember the great times Weezie and I had on our trip around the world, and how I had gone with Nancy to England to study and go to a prestigious school. Looking through the window I remembered all the things that I had done before now and thought about where I wanted to go. Oh well, I'm here now, I'm going to make the most of it.

He knew it was coming, these things come with the job, the territory. I reach to the small wooden side table on my right and picked up seven pieces of seemingly blank pieces of paper. I now said " Mr. Johnston, Its time to analyse the ink blots! Whoo!" I knew this was his favourite part of our sessions."You know what to do, Jack" I said as I flipped over the first piece of paper "Its a monkey riding a unicycle" he said with a smile, as though it was the most obvious thing in the world. I then flipped the second, "He looked a bit shocked then said "Its a.... Its a gun, lying in a pool of blood" he stuttered. I flipped a third, "A monkey holding a banana" He said a smile spreading across his face. This guy really likes monkey's, I thought as I scribbled these comments down on my pad, to analyse later. The fourth card, his look saddened, "Its Sassy, my old dog", the fifth and sixth were also monkey's, though this time, one had a sling shot and one in some sort of tree. The seventh, even shocked me, "Its me, with stuff on my hands and, what is that, a knife on the floor, so that stuff must be blood" he said then burst into tears. I spent the rest of the hour comforting him and trying to calm him down. He went through four boxes of tissues. At the end of the session as I said good-bye, I thought, I have never seen a man open up and cry before. Wait, I have never seen a man do either. I thought of the monkey's and the blood. Not to be mean, but you can really tell why he needs to be coming to a person like me.

Though I may take another path, you never know

Friday, June 13, 2008

World here we come! (Mum stay over there!)

Relaxing back on the small blanket, the wind wisked past her, brushing some of her long flowing hair onto the perfect face. Her china-doll looks help her with the innocent act she is trying to pull, here with her mother's upper-class friends is the last place she would like to be. The first place would be with her friends coreographing a dance for the upcoming talent show she had been dared to enter. With Millie picking the music and Jennie and Sallie starting the steps, she finally admitted to herself she wasn't really needed at the moment. Her job was to look at the final product and critiqe it, and give helpful suggestions to make it perfect.

With my mother having such a high place in our so-called society, made things harder for me to do as I please, everything I do has to be approved by her. Ballet, Ballet, Ballet. It is the only thing I do that seems to be good enough for her, no jazz dancing, no lyrical, Ballet only.
Dad always seems to be working and doesn't mind whatever I do or wear, as long as I'm happy, I wish mum was like that but NOOOO.
No short skirts, not a hair out of place. No tops that show anything. Leotards are too fitting for her taste and when practising at home I always have to put another top over when she comes in to check on me. Controlled is my lifestlye, that is until next semester.

I am going to board at an arts school in California. I get to do what I want, wear what I want.
I am over the moon! Millie, Sallie and Jennie are coming too, I can't wait all of us, single sixteen year old girls, the world is our oyster, or whatever it was. Get ready world, here we come.
You never know what could happen

Letter

A father passing by his son's bedroom, was astonished to see the bed was nicely made,
and everything was picked up. Then, he saw an envelope, propped up prominately on the
pillow. I was addressed 'Dad'. With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope
and read the letter, with trembling hands.
'Dear Dad.
It is with great regret and sorrow that I am writing to you.
I had to elope with my new girlfriend, because I wanted to avoid a scene with mum and you.
I've been finding s real passion with Stacey, and she is so nice, but I knew you would not approve of her, because of all her piercing's, tattoos, her tight Motorcycle clothes, and because she is so much older than I am. But its not only the passion, Dad. She's pregnant.
Stacey said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods, and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacey has really opened my eyes to the fact marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be growing it for ourselves, and trading it with the other people in the commune, for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS, so Stacey can get better. She sure deserves it! Don't worry Dad, I'm 15, and I know how to take care of myself. Someday, I'm sure we'll be back to visit, so you can get to know your many grandchildren.
Love, your son, Joshua.
P.S. Dad none of the above is true.

I'm over at Jason's house. I just wanted you to know that there are
worse things in life than the school report that's on the kitchen table.
Call when it's safe to come home.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Kayaking

The water splashing up my arms, dripping down my face, as I push further and further forward.
The sun reflecting off the rippling water and into my face, making me squint even though I was
covered by a tight cap and big sun glasses.
Push yourself, go faster, you can do it. I say over and over in my mind,
my arms going side to side so fast they seem to be doing it without any concious decision.
I can't stop now I'm so close. My Ipod blasting in my ears, the cord safely down my T-shirt to stay dry. Only a few hundred meters now, keep up the pace, I can do this.
The beach behind me, almost unrecognisable, coverered by a deep fog,
The heat was starting to get to me, the pace was exausting my arms, my stomach wasn't used to this sort of strain. Then I was there.I looked at my Ipod timer, YEESS!!! I had done it I had beaten my record. From the beach to the farthest boey.
By now the sun had risen further and it was going to be a hot day.
I took off my life jacket to remove my soaking wet T-Shirt and thought my togs would be a lot cooler, I wiped my face of the salt water and re-applied my sun block. Phew.
Slowly paddling around to the next bay, the surf had started to pick up over near the beach.
I could see the cemetary on top of one of the huge surrounding hills, a ant sized person peering over the side, Brian I thought. Our family, they were all there, watching over us and the amazing view. If I told you about it you woul't believe me, you have to see it to believe it. It really is worth it and the best thing is, No body knows, where it is, of if its there. Its my family beach.
Looking round at the rocks, I could see some little kids playing in the rock pools, until they were suddenly scared away by what I found out to be a very large crab and its friends.
Though I looked again to see it hadn't exactly frightened them away, but they had run back to the beach to get a bucket which they proceeded to grab the huge crabs and put them into it.
Though, many small childern wouldn't do that, you don't know my cousins.